I decided I have to have an outlet. This trying to conceieve journey is exhausting and I never thought I would want something so bad but be unable to achieve it. I wish we had saved the money we spent on birth control in the past and put it towardother things. After this last cycle of ovulating late, I feel like I know more about what to do but still have no control! I just hope this cycle goes back to normal, I don't like the 36 day cycles!
I absolutely love my life, our house, our animals, my husband... But I feel like we are hitting the point that we are ready for the next chapter. Everything is going in our direction finally.
I picked up some mucinex to help this month I heard it can help make the environment more friendly, and I start OPKs tomorrow. I just hope this is our month but I am not counting on it, being so discouraged over something that is so natural just stinks.
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